yo long time no write

I know i havent posted in awhile sorry about that things been crazy. my other sister had her kid she name him bordie louis gross(i think thats right lol). i got this new tech job witch is kinda sweet i dont have to take calls from the custormers anymore i can choose when i want to talk to them. met this girl and she's fucking awsome. some days i think she likes me but others cant really tell, i guess i cant get a good Vibe from her. I would love to ask her out but i dont know if i should. *sigh* i guess i should live for the moment and ask but im just afraid of the answer. I know what james would say "just fucking ask her you pussy" and then he would give me a line to use to ask her out with. lol its great. wont be going over to her house this weekend i dont think. she's going to a concert this weekend and i start a new shift sunday threw thrusday noon to nine. nine more days untill my b-day 21 sweet. fucking A man well i guess thats all for now.