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sometimes i feel like im bipolar one day i love her more then anything then the next day i hate everything that has to do with her those are the day's when i dont see her when im not working or when she isnt working i hate those days. I just look around me and all my friends have girlfriends and how much they love each other and im sitting here waiting hoping some day this girl will like me as much as i like her. well there's some changes going on in level3 so it might just finish this sit and wait bullshit. i might be going to Atlanta and if i dont go there there putting all the people that work on the Circuits in one room and sticking the people that work on voice mail, call waiting stuff in another room so ill probably never really see her again besides in the halls and for some reason i dont think she will keep talking to me after that happens so im gonna loose another friend. I know what some of you ppl are thinking why dont you shaun keep the friendship going or try too. i dont know.....she has to meet me half way or its pointless to try. o well what will be will be and theres nothing i can do about it.