another wasted night

im getting sick of not being able to sleep. i would give anything to make these thoughts that are going threw my head stop. maybe getting away for a week will help..... get away from the source of the thoughts hahaha i doubt it. Im sick of waking up everyday and putting a fake smile on my face so no one knows theres something wrong with me. im sick of pretending everything is alright when its not. wish i could change everything that went wrong. im sick of nice guys getting shit on all the fucking time. they dont even get a fucking chance whats wrong with the world these days.

saints and sailors - dashboard confessional

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and I'm thinking awful things
and I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment
is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.